Word-Filled Wednesday {36}

True Story.

Happy Wednesday Lovies.

10 Day You Challenge {8 Fears}

Hey ladies.

This is where I should insert what happened over the past month.

Sickness. (2x)

NYC.

General craziness from October.

Life.

So let's just pretend I've been here the whole time and pick up where I left off?

Awesome.

Another day of the Challenge!

It's a pretty heavy, depressing post.

Enjoy! ;)

8 Fears

1.

Vomit.

It is my biggest fear ever.

It would most likely be diagnosed as a phobia.

In relation to me.

In relation to others.

This makes going to bars and riding public transportation hard for me.

It is not something I can handle.

At all.

2.

Losing my loved ones.

I can't even handle thinking about losing the ones I love most.

It is an instant anxiety booster.

3.

Clowns.

Ew. Just ew.

Clowns are SO creepy and I just.. ew!

Last time at a Halloween scary thing?

I'm pretty sure I left nail marks on one of my guy friend who was in front of my because one of the clowns followed me.

I walked out in tears.

No bueno.

4.

Not being enough.

General fear.

Not being enough.

Not being good enough.

Not being pretty enough.

Not being a good enough friend.

All of those self-doubting feelings.

5.

Bugs.

EW.

I hate any and all bugs.

Want to bring out the screaming girl in me?

Put me near a bug.

I freak out.

Especially bees.

They seem to be the worst.

EW!

6.

Never losing weight.

I'm terrified that I'll be this weight forever.

That I will continue this self-hating attitude because of my weight.

I fear I'll never be happy with myself and that isn't okay with me.

7.

Becoming pregnant.

I feel selfish having this fear.

With all the wonderful women I know who have struggled getting pregnant/are struggling to get pregnant.

& here I am praying I don't.

Sigh.

8.

Being stuck in life.

I fear often that I'm stuck.

Same job.

Same place I'm living at.

I have so many hopes and dreams and when I don't see visible progress, I fear this is the way it will always be.

I want to travel the world and have a job where I'm making a difference in people's life and live somewhere where it doesn't snow.

I fear the aspect of no change.

What do you fear?