"I Wish I Had A Reason, My Flaws Are Open Season"

Title: Stone Sour - "Bother"

This space right here is reserved for all the excuses I could drone over for why I've been MIA from writing posts. In short? I could pick between no inspiration, being in a crappy mood and nothing happy to write about, to being lazy, to being too busy, to being sick. All said things have kept me away from my blog. I'm a bad blogger. End of story.

Flaws

I procrastinate, on everything and anything I possibly can.

I'm stubborn to the point of no return.

Self-esteem is something I lack on a daily basis.

I don't always think before I open my loud mouth.

I take things personally when they come from someone who matters, too personally.

I wish to fix everything, even when it is impossible and feel like a failure when I can't fix others or their problems.

I hate every form of cleaning.

I don't forgive easily, and when I do I struggle constantly to forget.

I'd rather stew over my anger and keep everything on the inside then talk about it.

I have irrational fears that keep me from doing things I wish I could.

I don't call people which results in talking to friends less then I want to.

I can be selfish.


These are some of my flaws.
Do I have plenty more?
I'm sure.
Am I proud of this list?
Not in the slightest.
But it is part of who I am.

I hate when people do not recognize that they have flaws. We are human, it is inevitable for us to have flaws. I did not create this list because I am proud, but to remind myself that I have plenty of things I need to work on.