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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

"She Can Feel The Weight Of The Past It Drags Her Down But She's Fighting Back"


Title: Tait - "Fallen"


Sometimes I cry.

Sometimes it is because I'm sad and other times they are trader tears from when I'm angry.

Sometimes it hurts my heart when I can't fix someone's pain.

Sometimes I wish mean things on people, even though I know I shouldn't.

Sometimes I let my past effect my present life.

Sometimes I forget that everyone is human, everyone is a sinner, everyone has flaws.

Sometimes I think I can take on the world single-handedly.

Sometimes I fail.

Sometimes the words in my head do not translate well to the words that flow from my mouth.

Sometimes I scream and yell and it makes me feel better, other times worse.

Sometimes I have bad days and want nothing more then to be left alone.

Sometimes I blame myself for things that were out of my control.

Sometimes I forget that my feelings do not always match what other people feel.

Sometimes I struggle with forgiving and forgetting.

& Sometimes I forget that even with all these problems, I can turn to God and He will silence my fears.

11 comments:

amanda leeann said...

that was very eloquent, and true for me as well.

-hugs- i hope today isn't too horrible!

Mar said...

Sweetie, if it's just sometimes you feel or are or do like this, then it's ok. It's all part of being a human (and part of being a woman, at that). We all do these things sometimes.

But if sometimes turns into most of the time, that's when you need to start worrying. However, I am absolutely sure that this will never happen. If it does, then we'll be there for you and help you get back on track. It won't happen, because you're a great person and you are stronger than that! Trust me on this :)

But really, don't worry about this. It's completely normal, k?

Giving you a great big {{{HUG}}}

Tara said...

True post, and I think something most of us feel at times. I constantly have to remind myself that God will take care of me, that He won't give me more than I can handle, that He will protect me.

Elizabeth said...

Loved reading this post!! I think that is this so important to rememeber, "Sometimes I forget that everyone is human, everyone is a sinner, everyone has flaws.". Hope you have a wonderful wednesday!

Alexandria said...

I love this. I love the truth it speaks. I also am in love with the term 'trader tears'!

I hope your day goes well! Here is a big ol' internet hug!

Elizabeth said...

Go over to my blog...I have a little something waiting for you! :-)

Kell said...

Girl.. you are beautiful. The last line summed up absolutely everything you said.

I'm with you and pretty much all of this, too.

E said...

So true for everyone. So beautiful.

Unknown said...

Great post!

Thanks for your kind words re: my grandma's passing.

bananas. said...

beautifully said.

sometimes we all do that :)

colleenroselle said...

wow this is my favorite favorite post in the world of blogging.